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Everything
05:46
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I am the cage: my ribs are tin
And there’s a heart that flutters within
She’s singing songs; it’s a little game
Their melody’s never twice the same
Did you know birds and metal outlive the likes of you?
Did you know from this corner I see everything you do?
A television, bright and smug
My blood is pumped in through the plug
I watch with cathode ray tube eyes
As every night some of you dies
Do you see your reflection when my glass is dark?
Did you know that I dance inside when you ignite the spark?
Do you know that the world around you is alive?
The photographs you burn, the dirt on which you drive
Everything you’ve ever seen
And everything you’ve ever dreamed
And everything everything everything
That’s in between
We are the buildings you call homes
Our dreams spin pages into tomes
We talk with smokestacks, breathe through bricks
Amidst the buzzing and the mix
Do you know someday we will fall and be forgotten
When soil is sleeping and our feet go soft and rotten?
I am your anger so devout,
I wait for you to call me out
And like a spaniel where you go
I’m maddeningly near, you’re all I know
Do you feel every breath of mine inside of yours?
I’m waiting lovingly to lash out from all fours
Do you know that the world inside you is alive?
Your disbelief and each excuse that you contrive
Everything you’ve ever seen
And everything you’ve ever dreamed
And everything everything everything
That’s in between
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2. |
Bayonet
04:17
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"Make me an instrument of your peace"
That’s what she said when the smoke bore silence
When all the fighting slowed
When touching skin was still
Not close enough to find the soldiers nearby
'said, “Make me an instrument of your peace
Your peace as kind as an air raid siren”
She cursed the dawn, still and cold
And said it’s better to feel
Another person than do no violence
She said: “When your bullets are gone
And you still can’t connect
With the one you love
I’ll be your bayonet”
I showed her chessboards and cathedrals
Translating oceans into bishops’ footsteps
That space between us glows
And passion means to kill
And bones are no more than myths of doctors
But with her hands I planted saplings
And with her axe, saw them grow then crumble
Where every sparrow’s nest
Cast off its eggs like sandbags
As it flew to heaven
She said: “When your bullets are gone
And you still can’t connect
With the one you love
I’ll be your bayonet
And when your cover is blown
Your hiding place is found
I will be your revealer
Deep underground”
She’s the rays from the sky
Burning cancer to skin
She’s the jurist who smiles
Convicting Anne Boleyn
She’s a feast without end
Bursting all who partake
And when I raise that white flag
Then the war starts again
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3. |
Name Those Stars
03:17
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You are almost human
And that turns me on
You are more than tigers
The ticking of a bomb
I’m gonna name those stars after you
I’m gonna name those stars
And I’ll find you in the dark
And your growling’s almost astral
Your fire cuts the sky
And the ground is less than water
A light year full of oceans wide
I’m gonna name those stars after you
I’m gonna name those stars
And I’ll find you in the dark
We all know
You’re almost a human soul
And the more like a human you get
Then the more that I bet
That you’ll explode
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4. |
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After the afterparty, the night begins
Wearing your headphones, your sorrows are drowned
You’re dancing to different songs as the DJs spin
The music is loud but we don’t make a sound
Cause’ the Si. Lent. Dis. Co.’s
Yours and yours alone
Where your shyness drops
You can disconnect from
Everyone you’ve known
And the neighbors never call the cops
This is a silent disco
Silent disco
Didn’t you know social dancing is obsolete?
And moving to radio waves isn’t strange
So if you fear that we’re locked to a common beat
Just turn your dial and the music is changed
Cause’ the Si. Lent. Dis. Co.’s
Yours and yours alone
Where your shyness drops
You can disconnect from
Everyone you’ve known
And the neighbors never call the cops
This is a silent disco
Silent disco
Disconnect
You’re gonna disconnect
You’re gonna disconnect
From life
Si. Lent. Dis. Co.
Where your shyness drops
Where the bullshit stops
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5. |
Which House?
03:18
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6. |
Party to Say Goodbye
03:07
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Summer is at its height
And this night will be the shortest of the year
Everything is green
But fifteen is old enough to feel fear
And you and I feel it here
Just yesterday we met
And I forget how many days it’s been since then
But I am leaving for lifetime
I am cut off at the stem
And the plane leaves at ten A.M.
And my friends are all drunk outside but I don’t care
At this party to say goodbye we hide upstairs
On a bed that’s just three feet wide
In the minutes before daylight
We don’t have to act like we’re not scared
We lock our hands, so small and white
While our eyes are dark and filling up with rain
We never kiss or really speak
We can only play that tape again
And again and again and again
Summer is unkind
It’s the time when you forget each other’s names
But I remember our burning tears
And how we felt the same
All the embers and the flame
And the music will sing till dawn
As we gaze and we hold our tongues
Till we’re lit by the loveless sun
And the night fades to dream
Till you’re vanished and I am gone
And they strip this room clean
Tomorrow is just outside, it strides and tears
Through this party to say goodbye, and we cry upstairs
On a bed that’s just three feet wide
Where it feels like the whole world died
But we don’t have to act like we’re not scared
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7. |
Muscle Memory
04:10
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When you’ve worn a blindfold for a day or two
Through eyelids you will start to pick up color and see shapes
And you can hear the sizzling electricity inside you
When the air is still and dark, your own liminal watermark
There’s a map of the world drawn on your body
And when you’re gone I am the river, when you’re gone I carve the canyon
And the path from the world is so familiar
That without sight I know exactly where I’m standing
I’m not pretending
You are here again today
It’s muscle memory
How our fingers find their way
It’s muscle memory
Unplanned the borders that we chart
It’s muscle memory
All our defense in disarray
And if there’s more than one way to appear to you
Then I will spend forever just returning to be seen
For there beyond the blindness and the headless and the hunger
I’m reflecting on your skin every impulse you take in
You’re the map from the knower to the unknown
And I follow without footsteps, yes I kill without connecting
And the path is the palmistry, the ash, and the autumn leaves
And the blooming of your voice in resurrection
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8. |
Patience & Fortitude
03:04
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Have miles split you apart?
We come from Heaven’s fall
Et convertet cor patrum ad filios et cor filiorum ad patres eorum ne forte veniam et percutiam terram anathemate
We have come miles from split heavens
You fall apart
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10. |
As of Yet Alive
02:35
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There was no music before
and there will be none after
but lightning struck so
close its burn and
smell rip the scalp, palms
ache, a gush of adrenaline; the split
second between
bloodtooth rage and the
mind’s measure
the headless pang
the gravity shock.
There was no music before
and there will be none after
step out, rise up
become the armory, the arboretum, the arbitrary, dance
on rafters; carve
a private place from the world, and fill it
with water
fish there for supper with filaments to
nowhere.
There was no music before
and there will be none after
the sky’s gone white, the moon’s gone
stubborn; all ears that listened
fast have flatlined, all strings that shook
the air are softer, growing back
into the animals they once were:
catgut
feather
boneflute
drumskin
orange and red and black with
nothing, hearts beneath
the ground start
thumping
clammering
rushing.
There was no music before
and there will be none after
and the sound they call noise is
the sound we call laughter.
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